Imagining that I could never hold him again,
Like the way it was before.
To know that our love story would never know it’s ending,
Is killing me inside.
He taught me love IS real!
Ran after me when I wanted an escape.
Whispered in my ears,
Whispered that I was beautiful, every day.
Love was a fairytale like out of the books,
One’s I never believed in until I met him.
Being so far apart,
Being ripped apart by parents,
To me it now feels like a LIFETIME movie,
It feels so cliché.
I wanted it to work,
But it got too hard.
I don’t know why but I gave up.
I feel worst every day,
Wanting to fix it but how would we work?
I wish he was still here,
To hold me,
To tell me he loves me one last time.
Life brings me my wish,
Then takes it away.
Fate does what it wants to do,
I guess this is what was supposed to happen,
But I guess fate didn’t want me to fall to hard,
Sad thing is that I did!
The perfect guy,
Made my perfectly imperfect self-happy.
That’s all I wanted.
Is to love someone,
If it was meant to be,
He will come back to me,
I will never love somebody as much as I loved him,
That is a promise.