You said you were my friend.
You said you would always be there for me,
But it wasn’t true.
You hurt me,
You cut me deep,
And I’m not gonna lie,
I will never forgive you.
You could have been honest and told me
Everything straight up to my face,
But, of course, you didn’t.
Don’t worry though, I can hold a grudge.
I’m not gonna hurt you, well not on purpose, at least.
I know my smile hurts you more than anything,
So I’ll just keep smiling.

I know you want to see me gain 300 pounds from ice cream,
But little did you know that I don’t eat ice cream when I’m sad.
I SMILE.
Little did you know about my secret plan.
Don’t worry, I know all your thoughts.
I know exactly what goes through your mind.
You want to see me cry.
You want to see me break.
You want to see me slowly drift away, and eventually disappear.
You want me to become an outcast, for everyone to hate me.
But that won’t happen.
I’m way too strong to be broken by you.
Yes, I have my insecurities,
But because of that very reason, I’ll just keep smiling.

I know you want to see me drown in a river of my own tears,
But I won’t give you the satisfaction.

I know you want to see me put myself below everyone else,
But I am that line that keeps the strong and the weak separated.
I won’t go as low as you.
I could, but I won’t.
I’m just going to keep doing me, no matter how much it hurts you.
So I’ll just keep smiling.

My smile will break you, I know it will.
My smile will hurt you, I can already see it.
And while it’s you that dies out of the crowd,
I’ll keep thinking about how much I hurt you.
Then I’ll look at you and apologize.
I’ll apologize for being happy while you tried to destroy my soul,
With your twisted, and ugly ways.
I’ll apologize because since the start and ‘til the end I was the bigger person.
I was a GIANT compared to you, and I always will be.
After my apologies I will walk away while I do what I do best.
Smiling.