My world is spiraling out of control
I don’t know I am anymore
I know one thing, one thing for sure
This is not, not the life I longed for
Nothing is as it once was

Everything I see, I do
Is now shown to me in a new light
One that is foreign to all those around
It’s hard to believe, when you know you are a lie
For everything keeps spiraling down

Light and Dark, forever mortal enemies
Came together to give life to me
When I was to be born of only one
I am the cursed, forbidden child
My life is spiraling out of control

Searching for answers, I come to one
That one is not what I searched to find
Tearing my mind in two, killing me from the inside out
I am not what I had always believed I was
Now I’m just spiraling down

Nothing will be the same, no one is the same
I don’t know if I can live life as of now
Knowing what I know is true and lie
I’ll flutter high in the sky,
Only to spiral back down to this cursed world.

Keep in mind I love all I know
My life was filled with love and promise
But know that I know what I am, Light and Dark combined
I can no longer see everything the same as I had
So I’m spiraling into the Sea of Real Truths not Lies.