One by one they disappeared,
Gone like mist on a sunny day,
I can never get them back,
After every hit,
Every concussion,
My head is broken,
Like an egg
Never to be fixed,
I’ve lost my thoughts forever,
Never to be found,
Like a boat at sea
I don’t know which direction they went
I don’t know where to look
I don’t know if I should look
If I do
Would I be lost ,
Lost in a world made of myself?
Made of my mixed thoughts
Seasoned with
My anger
My suppressed memories
My buried pains
Trapped in a world made of my own
Never to get out
Never able to scream for help