I wait in the darkness alone and afraid












that I will lose everything and everyone that I love







I am forever lonely and the fear is rising

































what my next act may be will hurt my friends and family



I cannot do that to them for it will make me cry








I will not be known as devils companion





















les my parents be disappointed in me









that will hurt even more than burning in the flames of the dead



so I must continue on living for my family








for it is what keeps me going on living in insanity