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I'l blame myself always and forever

October 12, 2012
By lil.awol ELITE, Independence, Missouri
lil.awol ELITE, Independence, Missouri
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Favorite Quote:
"there's a darkness upon me that's flooded in light, and i'm frightened by those that don't see it" ~the avett brothers, head full of doubt

It was two years ago now
That we went to the Santa Caligon
Saw your "hot dog man"
And got a fried twinkie
The carnie asked you
"Hey white girl,
Can you play basketball?"
Then we got lost trying to find
Your family in the crowd
You bought Silly Bandz
And you gave me some
You gave Jesse some too
We all wore them for a while
I still have mine and
I wonder if he still has his
I wonder a lot of things
If he still loves you
And if I ever cross his mind
But I'll tell you one thing
I liked him a lot better
When he was yours
Then when he was mine
I miss him
Miss him being with us at school
Him getting me in trouble in class
And you and him always
Stealing away together
You say you forgive me
But I still don't feel at peace
Maybe it's because I haven't
Forgiven myself
I'm still sorry Sister

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