I try to wake up,
Try to make myself breathe on command,
Try to believe,
That theres still reason to get up again.

But I have no motivation,
None to let me live,
So I guess I will let myself fall asleep,
I will only live in a comatose state.

Because you left me alone,
Didn't listen to my pleas,
Till I dropped from the world,
Trying to find a reason to breath.

Your lies,
Your terrible tortures,
Pretended you loved me,
Then you beat me back to the dust.

You woke me up so many times,
Told me it was all going to be fine,
Gave me a reason to live,
Then shut me out again.

So I will drop dead,
I will live in beautiful death,
Where there is no one left,
No one to hurt me again.