do you kno i was thr type of girl....

laughing at all heart brokens,
pulling the leg of yet unspokens...

wanted to know its feeling,
heart aching,soul singing???

But...

4 the first time i saw you wending,
beleive me, am not pretending..
i felt for the first time,as my heart offending...

but infront of you was trying to newfound,
hiding this feeling which drowned,
and then smiling,but by looking at ground....

well day by day when happened such,,
you looking ,i looking and then bowing my head in rush,,
craved me waiting,4 the next eye contact crush..
i named it nothng ,but an affection flush...

but with each passing day,,,dont know why...??

each of my prayer,
went 4 you my dear...

in each single wish , i desired...
your name was on top alligned...

wherever i walked in your absence,
i asked unacceptably there your presence...

in watever i tried to put my mind,
found it the difficult task , have ever been assigned..

when found your control over me,with each passing day,
ruining me in every bad way...

i decided to tell you the way i feel,
but cudnt findthed words which can better unseal..

alass, am unable to disclose it with my lips,
and you unable to understand my this silent blue eclipse..

but....i very well know,,,watever life ll bring,,i beleive,
you' ll remain my love ,,my life,,which i ll always conceive...