I wish I could cry
I wish I could scream
All of my problems out
To everyone
To anyone
But I can't ask for it
Because I need to be strong
Strong for all the others like me
Who need more help
Who deserve it more
I can't burden them
Not while living each day
Is harder for them
Then it is for me

Maybe I could take my own advice
To fix myself up
But thats not what I need
I don't need the words
I need someone to tel them
Because it's not the words that heal
It's knowing that someone cares for you
And is willing to fight for you

Sure I care for other
Help them when they need it
Keep them on the right track
Risking everything
To keep them alive
And sure they thank me
And say that they'll be there for me
But will they?
When it's my turn to call at 2 am
And expect someone to answer
When I'm crying
And need someone to dry the tears
When I'm on the edge
And need to be brought back


But I can't do that to them
Because they don't deserve it
They need others more
Then I do
And when they call
Text
Or talk
They don't need to hear my problems
So I won't tell
I won't tell you all what's wrong in my life
You're more important
Then I am