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Tonight

August 7, 2011
By jaylw GOLD, Southgate, Michigan
jaylw GOLD, Southgate, Michigan
18 articles 8 photos 44 comments

And tonight is the first night,

The first night I let myself care

The first night I Brok down completely

The first night I stopped being mad

Tonight is the first night I let myself really miss you

i have been pushing and pushing you out of my life

I thought it would be easier to do,

but I was wrong.

I have to deal with what happened,

not just forget it.

This is not the easy way,

But here i go

Into a new life.

And tonight I will still miss you,

but I'm not mad anymore.

I cant do it I'm tried

So tonight is the first night I truly deal with it

The author's comments:
After a major break-up, I remained mad, and upset that I didn't deal with it. Even though I had known the relationship was over before it was ended, I had hope that it was just a hard spot. Two months after the break-up I finally broke down and dealt with what happended. Hope that it is relatable, and that if so you all moved on to better things!

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jaylw GOLD said...
on Nov. 28 2011 at 8:52 am
jaylw GOLD, Southgate, Michigan
18 articles 8 photos 44 comments
thank you!! i am glad that my writing can be relatable, but i hope all is well

on Nov. 26 2011 at 7:49 pm
TheCapturedBat GOLD, Belen, New Mexico
12 articles 0 photos 88 comments

Favorite Quote:
If all else perished and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger.
-- Emily Bronte, Wuthering Heights

yes, this is relatable. i know these feelings, but i am a long way from being able to move on.

jaylw GOLD said...
on Aug. 16 2011 at 9:47 pm
jaylw GOLD, Southgate, Michigan
18 articles 8 photos 44 comments
Please leave coments thanks!!