watch my tears
drop from my face
not felt by my fears
don't forget your place
see the scars
form on my wrists
i see you behind bars
but its not me you miss
feel the pain
killing me inside
yet its me you call insane
but you haven't seen my latest surprise
I'm filled with hate
made by you
my smile is now fake
i swear its true
my scars will heal
the tears will dry
to my knees i refuse to kneel
the lies, i will not hide
the tI'me has come
for me to hurt no more
my strength is only seen in some
but its everyone I'm doing this for
I'm stopping this for you
the stakes are high
its tI'me for something new
welcome my latest surprise
its something unexpected
its gone undetected
but its here for good
and you will respect it
it'll dry the tears
heal the scars
lift me from my knees
but wont forget who you are
its my new way to cope
my latest surprise is hope