If i could change....

the sad eyes would dissappear,

they would be bright and full of happy,

I would give my heart out,

with no fear of it breaking,

i would stand here and say

what ive been dying to say,

but then i would change my mind,

because i am not the same person anymore,

i would have new ways of thinking,

no more of the same depressing thoughts,

I would make new friends,

Be loved for me for once,

But would i really???

because that is not me,

I am the girl with the sad eyes,

the one who cant give her heart to anything,

because everyone and everything leaves,

Im the girl who never says what i need to,

and i am and always will be the same person,

I will always have depressing thoughts,

Same friends,

And not loved as me, because no one knows me