Where did it all go?
You used to love me, cuddle with me hug me.
All of it disappeared, into the darkness, into thin air.
Pillow smothered, in my face.
Careless thoughts.
Jail doesn't matter, as long as I’m dead.
I hurt but you can’t see.
I’m transparent.
I try my best to avoid you.
I don’t have anything to say.
We’ll go our separate ways when the time comes.
Locked into my room where I can be free, where I can expose my true self, to my walls.
I can scream. I can cry. I can cut. I can burn; without anyone knowing.
I wear long sleeves, hiding my marks, hiding the hurt.
I blast music to avoid voices, your voices, fighting.
You ignore me.
You hate me.
You don’t even try to help.