The way it should have been for me,
isnt something people just see,
if you knew, it would seem,
that i was tricked by someone mean,
if it is real its time to redeem,
for it has no likeness for human beings,
I know that this may sound extreme,
But this feeling is more than just a dream,

I've lived my life thinking im such a freak,
my life has been a lie to the top of the peak,
this trick on me you'd say is weak,
feels wrong, even to take a leak,

This life of mine feels opposite of divine,
my light I feel ashamed to shine,
Im on the wrong side of the border line,
as I take this moment for this time,
I share with you this lifelong rhyme.