Missing you

i remember how you smiled at me
how you helped me with all my problems
you where there no matter what
you held me while i cried
how you used to pop up at the right times
how we used to watch cheesy romance movies
how we turn up the music and dance
how you smelled you always smelled like flowers
your hair, your smile, your everything

but then that day came and took all that
and you away

wasn't it yesterday
the light's
the glass
the screaming
the world going black
and never to be the same again
i'm been asking myself
why it was you and not me
i look at my scars and cry
cause i miss you
and i want you back
but you're gone
and there's nothing i can do
i dream about all the good times
all the laughing. dancing, and just being goofy
i remember everything
i want you back but
you're not coming back
so i have to move on
i don't want to
but it's time
always know that i love you
and i miss you
my dear sweet
Mother