Every time I cry
I feel weak
Miserable
Worthless
I swear to myself I won’t cry again
I dam up my tears forever
But forever comes
Bringing a flood and my breakdown with it
And it’s all your fault
Because your words ruin me
Your damns crack my dam
And the river flows freely
A waterfall cascading down my face
It drowns my strength
Happiness
And hope
I’d say it kills my love too
But I’d be lying
I take the blame I shoved on you
Because I realize it’s my fault I feel this
My heart’s fault
Because I love you
And I can’t stop
Even when it’s empty
One-sided
Unreturned
Even when it leaves me broken
So twisted and unnatural it is
That I love you the most when hurt me