I'm so tired
Tired of feeling this way
That no matter what
I'm not that good enough.

I'm good enough
To be your friend
But in life
It's just not enough

I thought we were good
But not great
And every time...
I just can't get a break

It's not just me and you
I'm the different
Special, Awesome friend

I said i was done
Done feeling sorry for myself
But it's just not good enough

I wanted to be done
With sitting in the back
Crying little by little
Avoiding the looks of Everyone

Now i just feel separated
Lonely, Alone...
No one to talk to
No one left

I'm not good enough for anyone
For you...
For them

I want to say i'm done,
Done with this nonsense
But those brown eyes...
Lure me in all the time

And no matter what

I'm STILL Not Good enough