He is gone.
and for a while I longed.
I thought I would be okay.
I say "Goodbye" to all of my fears
of being.?.
But now,
my obsession is growing.
I'm unknowingly knowing.
I drive by your house just to see if you're there.
I'd like to speak to you,
but I wouldn't dare.
The more I give in,
the less likely I'll win.
This battle internal
is hurting my heart.
My mind in concerned and
it's only the start.
That's when I turn to get into my car.
and you pass by.
God. There you are.
"It's been so long. I'd almost forgotten."
I tell you I'm fine. That I'm smiling more often.
You pull me in.
You give me a kiss.
and I've never been
so strangely bliss(ful)
"Why did you go?" he asked with a sigh.
How foolish can he be?!
"You are the one who bailed. You. Left. Me."