I wish I could see, what she sees,
I wish I could be, who I wanna be,
I wish she could see, what eats at me,
It kills me more each day,

I feel like ***, and I deserve it,
She is my everything, but thats not how I treat her,
Does she even know, that my sickness grows,
Each day my insanity grows,

I hate every breath, I hate every hit,
I hate that me pain, will never quit,
I hate that I wanna die, and dont know why,
I hate my smile, that hides the pain,

I want to leave, go far away,
I want to never hurt, anyone this way,
I want my life to end, so I dont hurt her,
I want to change, but I cant,

A normal teen, wouldnt feel this way,
A normal teen, wouldnt act this way,
A normal teen, wouldnt treat her this way,
A normal teen, is what I wish for the most,
But I guess a normal teen, isnt what im meant to be,

I hate that I love her, but treat her like ***,
I hate that my anger, comes out so quick,
I hate how I hate me, for feeling this way,
I hate that I cant change, no matter what they say,

I wish I could be better, but some wishes dont come true,
So ill just let someone else, treat you how I cant,
This is how the story ends, I have to let her go,
No matter how much I hurt,
So that she can be happy, even if im not.