If you keep up with kpop, or maybe you don't and you still heard about it, you probably know about the sudden passing of Moobin from Astro that headlined the news earlier this year. From his fans, staff, and people all around him in the entertainment industry, he was known for his smile, he was known for his innocence, his joy, and his kindness toward everyone around him. I wrote this poem the morning I heard the news of his passing, in tears. At that time, most people had said that it was suicide. Hearing that, I didn't know what to feel, and I honestly just couldn't believe it. My emotions were just too high and my mind was too foggy for me to think straight. I was in shock. So I wrote. I tried to write as best as I could my feelings, thoughts, and regrets. 

As of now, the official cause of his death is hidden from the public, so we don't know for certain whether it actually was suicide or not. But, despite that, he still died and he was so young - only 25 years old, not even 10 years older than me. I initially wrote this poem for him and with him in mind, but I feel like this isn't just something that applies to him only (especially since we don't even know if it actually was suicide or not). But I believe this could be a piece that anyone who has gone through losing someone can relate to, and not just from suicide but any loss. And it could be a piece that people who struggle with this want to leave this world can be reminded of their worth and to understand that they will be missed and there will always be someone who loves them and will be in pain when they leave. Love to all who read this <33