Hello! My name is Blake Evelyn, and this is my first time sharing a piece of my work with the internet! This poetry was something that I wrote what brought me back to a time when I was mentally lost. "Pupils dilated" are a sign in the mental health community of someone who is suffering from a "manic" episode, where their pupils can become extremely dilated, indicating that they are not in their natural state of mind. An episode like this, can cause someone to be irrational, impulsive, or have periods of "highs" and "lows", with extreme emotions throughout. I wrote this poem to try to put into words how I feel when I am in a state of extreme emotions, without fully understanding all of them. It is also a poem to encourage others and to remind them that they are not alone. Thank you for taking the time to read my poem, I hope you enjoyed it!