Doubting myself and everything I do 
Wanting to cry and breakdown 
Looking like the same old clown 
A scared 6 year old still living inside me 
Now sees how scared I can be 
Shivers down my spine 
Alone forever, you’ll never be mine 
If you are here 
Then why can’t I see you  
You shouldn’t have left, take a clue! 
You used to be so funny 
Now all you care about is money 
You say I was nothing 
Well guess what, you were something 
Crying, laughing 
What’s next? 
I don’t know 
 You do though 
Please let me walk 
So you can talk 
I let out what I think 
You still respond with okay 
Debt for hanging with you, I pay