I never ask for help

When have I ever asked for help 

-Can I call you?-

I am always the one being called

the one who is there for everyone else

But not myself 

-Can I call you?-

There is silence

No one answers 

-Can I call you?-

Am i asking to much of people

I don't ask for much 

Do i? 

-Can I call you?-

I stair at the ceiling

Its blank

Like my brain, It has nothing to say

It feels nothing

-Can I call you?-

The tears start to form

The fall as if i have never cried before 

I didn't know I could cry anymore

-Can I call you?-

the quiet absorbs me 

It eats me alive

-Can I call you?-

Please?