Just How Far I'll Go | Teen Ink

Just How Far I'll Go

November 29, 2022
By Anonymous

they say that i am pretty

but do they really know

just to hear those words again

oh how far i’ll go


“your eyes are so unique”

“oh such a perfect nose you have”

no no no just stop right there

they only say it for a dare


look at me, straight at my face

now go ahead and say it

“look at you compared to her”

why do they even care


of course i know it’s true

because it’s never me, not once

it’s truly always you

i know that i am just a three

while you stand at a ten 


the ten that i just want to be

oh it makes me mad

maybe someday will be different

in a world where all is new


the perfect, pretty nose i have

and those gorgeous brown eyes too

of course it’s always for a dare

because no one ever truly cares


i’m not ok, i’m not alright

my body is disgusting 

i hate myself, i’m not unique

they look at me like i’m some freak


they say that i have perfect teeth

my smile is so beautiful

i hope that they feel sorry

oh maybe soon they’ll understand

if only they just knew one thing

oh how far i’ll go


The author's comments:

This piece I wrote while I was struggling with some body image issues. This piece is for my broken self who didn't deserve to put her self worth on the approval from others. From how they viewed her. If she was worthy of feeling beautiful. This is for her.


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