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So This Is Love?

November 8, 2022
By Mute_farmgirl BRONZE, San Diego, California
Mute_farmgirl BRONZE, San Diego, California
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TW // rape, child abuse

 

You said I was beautiful.

When I didn’t know

what you were gonna do…


Why did you say

“I love you,”

When you knew it wasn’t true


Whenever you touched me,

It didn’t feel right,

But I didn’t fight.


I was only 12

Only 12

So innocent and lonely.


I thought that all I needed was you.

But I should’ve knew,

Should’ve knew.

What you would do.


Arms pinned down,

By your hands.

Legs forced apart.


I cried for it to end!

You just grinned,

And said no.


Years later,

I still can’t be touched

Without stuttering in fear.


You hurt me.

But I still ask,

Was that love?


The author's comments:

This is a true story of the darkest moment in my life. For anyone reading this please remember consent is important. Never let someone take advantage of you like he did to me because that wasn’t love, only abuse.


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