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Dive-Bar Omniscience

November 7, 2022
By ScarboroughLeWine BRONZE, Hopkinton, New Hampshire
ScarboroughLeWine BRONZE, Hopkinton, New Hampshire
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Favorite Quote:
Break the thermometer to get to the mercury.


In solitude, I am swallowed by a host of Nebraska rattlers

so that I am carried through vast and lonely earth

stabbing desperately at evil flesh

and dreaming of hot coals in homesteads


In divine company I am the wind,

Chicago blusters breathing harsh life into

the wise,

the poor,

the cold.


In parlors, I am the brass spittoon 

and in my lungs I hold the unique obsoletion of the

sputtering American phonograph

juggling need and no-longer-need


In seams and stitches, I am holy and sick

I am coughing Irish Boston work-girls

I am beautiful twirling silk mid-tango

in love and crying, homeless and alive


In love I am man, I am woman, I am God

I feel ecstasy, sex, chafing of hot linen

I hear words of anger, reconciliation, contentment

New Orleans ferry lanterns tell me to dance with the coal shovel


In America I hear bop,

vulgar saxophone blown for the deaf and blind

I hear beggars crying, robbed blind by drugged fantasies

I hear the voice of reason spoiled and obscured

by hecklers and robber-barons


In the mountains I embrace the sky as my sister

And hot sticky syrup binds generations through

New England’s rattling old-man’s winter breath

and I love the trees as I cut them

and I love the trees as I hug them


In folklore, passed down by word of mouth

I implore the madman into preaching

I dissuade the cynic from murder of truth

I sweep away contradictions in the name of ecstasy


I sit in solitude,

I talk to God,

I have class,

I am beauty,

I am in love,

I hear the train whistle all the way down the river,

I fell trees, I love trees,

I am known on docks and in warm-lit alleys

I am man, I am woman, I am Human,

I am whole.


The author's comments:

I wrote this piece when I felt a disconnect between the radical movements and intense beauty of the past / what could be, and the way that I saw humans interacting with each other. I wanted to express important parts of myself using that ecstatic beauty of the past - my queer identity and passion for poetry (references to the beat generation), my growing up and trying to shove change through the cold snow in New England, and the places I've never been but which represent to me certain areas of passion. I wrote with the intent of giving the reader the ability to see themselves as the speaker - the ability to open themselves beyond their experience in order to describe the immense love and pain inside of them.


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