I often talk about how I am stuck trapped no where to go

Everday I wake up terrified and exhausted

Living in constant fear is never easy

Nothing I do makes me feel better 

The things I do to remedy this feeling often leaves me feeling worse 

Why can't anyone seem to understand living this way is unhealthy 

Is there no end to this?

I'm so sick of protecting people who constantly jump in front of a speeding car

I can't kill my fear

Even if I do will I still be scared?

The sound of yelling or silence brings paranoia

One day I may have to face my biggest fear yet

Leaving a loved one in a state of fear, or choosing to stay there with them

What should I do?