is there something between us ?

i’m not sure i still feel something but do you ? i really wish i knew because if i did i would promise you that id do anything to be with you again,

i’ve missed you more and more over time and it kills me slowly everyday, i see your face everywhere i go,

nothing is the same either, i miss you to the point where i’ll go insane, the only thing keeping me sane is the fact that i’m still friends with you,

not saying being friends with you gives me any chance to be with you still, but maybe one day it will happen, or maybe i’m just acting stupid, not laughing but dragging these feelings across the ground, these loud cries are pounding inside of my life, nothing can contain them, some nights i weep and can’t sleep because you’re not with me, you complete me and nobody else can,

i can’t see me living life without you, it seems impossible and it is, i love you and it sounds crazy but i’m already insanely hazy through the tears creating a fog in my eyes, nobody’s here to cater me either and if anyone was i would want it to be you, do you feel the same way ? or is it just me?