Even though

I felt like my heart got ripped out of my chest when you said that you didn’t love me anymore, when you promised you would always love me and that you wouldn’t leave me.

Even though,

Your acting like you’ve forgotten about me, I know you think about me, in ten years from now you’re going to realize I was the only one who actually loved you unconditionally.             

In ten years, you’re going to realize how much I adored you… how much I trusted you. In ten years from now you’re going to realize that you want a person who you can feel safe with and who would throw herself off a cliff for you, you’ll want a person you can deeply fall in love with; and you’ll try to find that in every girl you date or talk too, but you won’t find it because in ten years you’ll realize… I was that girl. I was the girl who was willing to stay with you when you were at your lowest.

I was the girl who loved you. I was the girl who would throw herself off a cliff just to prove I loved you. And you were the boy who broke her heart. You were the boy that didn’t realize what he had until she was gone. She was you’re… right person, wrong time. I just wish that you didn’t break my heart like you did.

But the worst part is I loved you but you weren’t used to that kind of love, the kind of love where nothing you could say or do would make me love you less. The kind of love where I would still love you if u hurt me. The kind of love that you see in movies. The kind of love where you would never get hurt.The kind of love where you chose me over the drugs. The kind of love where I actually… loved you.

 I never felt that kind of love…

until I found you. 

Sincerely, Bella