We started off so nice

We were speaking the same language

Everything about you made sense

From your cold eyes

To your cold hands

All the way down to your cold heart

It was love at first sight

Everyone wanted you

But only I could get to you

I opened up to you

I let down the walls around my heart for you

You even did the same

Though I never really felt I could trust you

I knew you trusted me

I wanted to be with you

My heart looked for you in every empty room

You said everything right

Your aura was a beautiful white

I watched the world with you

The world watched us

You gave me butterflies with every touch

I was madly in love with you

There wasn't anything you could do to make me stop loving you

Then the communication became weak

Without warning

One day perfectly fine

The next I wondered if you were dead

Every word that rolled off your lips was a lie

The only thing I believe now is how I loved you

Apart of me died when I saw how stupid I was

I believed every word you fed me

I couldn't find the energy to love you anymore

All of me was spent looking after you

I worried everyday about your self sabotage

You put me through horror

All I wanted to do was love you but I felt more fear than love

All the hours spent crying on the floor

Crying in your arms I didn't know if you were safety or danger

I just knew you were comfort

Worst part was you cried back

I wondered if you were sorry

Two people who loved each other so much but didn't know how to love