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Don't call me crazy, I read

April 27, 2022
By Kamilkhalilalvi BRONZE, Srinagar, Other
Kamilkhalilalvi BRONZE, Srinagar, Other
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Favorite Quote:
She asked, what is success?<br /> He replied, it's a path of failures.


I've travelled a lot, all across the world. Although I've never been outside my homeland. I've never been on a plane, but I've seen oceans and deserts, and the hustling cities, from a quiet rooftop. I've visited cities like Amsterdam, dropped in on Hotel Filosoof, and watched Hazel and Augustus have their first glass of champagne. And I heard the woman yell in Dutch,

"What a beautiful couple!" I've stayed in Beaufort, North Carolina, and watched Jamie and Landon perform.

I've seen her walking down the aisle, and 've cried.

I've known grief and heartbreak, even though I've In my own life. I've known abuse, And how Nana taught Mariam, "Like a compass needle that always points north, A man's accusing finger, always finds a woman."  I've known fear, when Betty Mahmoody tried escaping the clutches of the abusive family. I've known bravery, when I saw Ron sacrifice himself in a game of chess, and when Neville striked, the mighty silver sword, marking the end of Nagini.

I've known friendship, When I witnessed Weasley, Granger and Potter, Stick together in the journey of 4,224 pages. I've known Pride, and humour and wit.

I've laughed with Lizzie and her father at ridiculous things; and I've disliked Mr. Darcy, for just a nano second, Only to fall in love, With yet another Austen girl.

I've known the love of family, In the bond between the March sisters. I've experienced inequality, But I learnt to not let my will be thwarted. I remain my own man, like Laurie. I've known love, to its extremities. I've met so many people that I don't remember their names. But when you ask me, "What's your name?", I can think of a hundred names, other than my own. I'm Stefan and Stiles, I'm Niklaus and Elijah, Georgia and Hermione, I am Elizabeth and Jo. I am all the stories I've read, And poems that I poured my heart into. I am the bits and pieces put together, the words and the space between the lines that left a mark, and swallowed up a part of my soul. I'm me. Don't call me crazy. I read.


The author's comments:

Writing was just a “hobby”. I never thought I'd create a blog for writing but here I’m. Let me give you a quick sneak peek into my past. I started writing when I was 13, that age when my bottled up feelings and emotions were tangled with the burden of mysteries of this unintelligible world which paved the way of unethical desires and failures. What can I say? One must simply write it out to ease the weight as I did. Looking back over them now, I am amused of all the mistakes I made but also I see a touch of pathos in it all and feel almost tender about it. And I hope it has made me more tolerant and understanding. I come from a very different place called Srinagar, it’s a small city in Kashmir often called as “paradise on Earth”. Currently, I’m a senior in high school and if you’re here to read more of my ramblings and mix of realism and fiction – I’m grateful to you and I hope I help you feel a little less alone in this world.


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