I live carelessly through your broken love

 your shattered tears have opened up its arms and yelled  out 

“ You’re home, close your eyes and you will be fine, 

shed a tear my dear and you will begin to feel as free as I am.”

  and as your voice creeps into my damaged mind,

 I feel as if my heart is trembling it's been frozen over, 

your bitter and cold love has swallowed me into complete darkness 

and it has reached out its flickering hand, grabbed me by the throat 

I'm getting ready to take my last and final breath

I'm finding it hard to breathe my heart is beating in a pattern

 It's sending me a morse code but I didn’t realize what it was saying,

 as I lay here on the cold cracked wooden floor’s I realized that 

I'm no longer feeling I'm no longer breathing I'm no longer alive 

My heart is still beating but it's not beating for me

It is beating for you, but it’s beating for all the wrong reasons,

 Reasons that I would conspire against 

But my reasons won’t burn in hell, I will