Every tear that has fallen, has fallen for you not because of you.

Do not mistake my cries as weakness, but as a sign that what we have is real.

I cry for us, I smile for us, and I laugh for us.

You make me smile, laugh, dream, wonder, and explore new things.

Our circumstances make me cry, scream, lose sleep, not eat, and miss you, Evey inch of you.

Not just your smile, or your beautiful eyes,

but your charm, your kindness, your love, and your beauty, inside and out.

You name is the only one that replays in my mind,

your kisses are the only kisses that I miss and ache to have once more,

you touch is the only touch I adore.

I cry whitout you, i'll cry with you.

You are what i've been looking for,

now I know all the loss, heartbreak, scars, lies, and broken promises are what have made me stronger.

Now I know it was all worth the painful tear filled nights were worth it.

Now I know I have what i've wanted all along.

I found you when I wasn't looking,

I found you in the most unexpected way.

Love isn't easy,

good things are never going to be easy.

Love is more complex than any math or science problem,

but its complexity is what makes it so beautiful and worth waiting for.