I feel like nothing is real. I feel like I'm living in a dream.
Am i dying?
I honestly dont know at this point.
For all i know,
I could be dead tomorrow.
I wonder if i am truly controlling myself
or if i'm getting controlled.
I feel like a robot.
And i honestly hate it.
it just all feels so fake.
I don't know how I'll end up
but I'm kinda scared about it.
What is my purpose in this world?
Apparently everyone has a purpose
but do I even have one?
Maybe i should just kill myself
so someone with an actual purpose can take my spot.
I really just wanna run away
from everything, everyone.
But I'm scared.
I think i'll be fine.