You told me you loved me after I kissed you

But two days later you told me you loved me the wrong way

Wrong as in you don’t want to hold my hand

Or kiss me under the stars 

And I thought

Why did I waste seven months of my life on this

And then everything just stopped

Everything as in me

The world continued spinning on its axis in the middle of the milky way

But I was hit by the asteroid

I watched you stand up and dust off your pants

Invite all our friends over to play board games

But I sat in bed thinking over everything I’d done wrong

And then I got a text

All you said was ‘hey, I miss you, wanna hang out sometime?’

But I was knocked back over just as easily as you’d gotten up

And you will never know how bad that fucking hurt

I was the voodoo doll feeling the needles pierce my heart

But it’s gotten better

It’s been about five months now

And I don’t seem to remember our days together 

But I’m okay with that

Because I’ve found a way to love you again

It may be the wrong way

But at least I get to smile with you