I have overcome many battles in my life 

But i can't seem to get over this one

This battle that cut my heart with a staggered knife

The battle of constant but also temporary feelings

Sometimes my mind is blank

And it feels like i'm just looking at plain ceilings

But sometimes the battle is at the climax

And i'm so low

That i have to put on acts 

Because I don't have energy and nothing seems to flow

In my chemically imbalanced brain

Like I said, the feeling is temporary

But when its here 

It becomes too much to carry 

On my shoulders that hurt 

From lifting this scary 

Yet comforting feeling

But sometimes it doesn't go away

It simply starts third wheeling