I wrote this because this is a question that I do ask myself sometimes. I sometimes wonder about the things that I do that are being laughed at. I think this poem made me more aware of my choice of friends because what if my friends laugh at me for the things I do. I don't want that happening. Coming up with this poem wasn't hard because I thought about things I do in my daily life. From drawing to listening to music, I wonder if people would laugh at me. As a writer, I think this was one of the most open poems I´ve ever written. I normally don’t write about my life and if I do, it usually isn’t so open. My writing has become more meaningful because it’s helping me become more open in sharing certain things. This poem matters a lot to me because I learned more about myself than I ever knew. 

I wrote this poem because it shows how teens and preteens wonder if they are laughed at for doing normal things. I decided to not make the font Times New Roman because I wanted the poem to be in the style of handwriting. Handwriting better shows how the person feels about themself. In my 1st stanza, I decided to capitalize all letters because that line was the most open for me and I think it should be all caps because of its importance. I tried to use words that helped create Imagery. I used words like ¨Streaming¨ and ¨swollen¨ to help create a mental image in the reader's head.