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i am (not) your model / minority

June 1, 2021
By dalyistt BRONZE, Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
dalyistt BRONZE, Oklahoma City, Oklahoma
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i watch myself burn again,

flames rising from my core

the winds of my imprisonment 

grapple and clash against me,

the only thought i have is that

i must be perfect, 

oh, i must set an example,

i am the mirror for others to view

i am the perfection that

should be steadfastly attained

whenever i break free,

the white man embraces me,

shoves me into a cage yet again 

and tells me to continue to work,

keep reflecting, he remarks,

you are not yet like me,

but aren’t you most admirable?

you’re better than most,

he mutters, and i believed him,

for so long, i merely glanced past

the endless rows of suffering

“it was mere selfishness”,

but the more and more i walked,

the further i bent the box,

i realize slowly,

i am not a mirror,

i must not become a tool 

for destruction and for division

i break myself free today,

the chains of a model minority

come off slowly, year after year,

and now that i am too loud,

now that i have done something 

absolutely, objectively wrong —

that is when he batters me,

he curses me for being who i am

and that is when tosses me,

telling me i make him sick 


that is the day

i saw past 

“model minority”


The author's comments:

I enjoy writing poetry and narratives in my free time! I always try to capture social angles within my works, as I believe that those aspects of life need to be discussed and talked about. In my free time, I love to volunteer and give back to the community, swim and talk about fashion. "i am (not) your model / minority" addresses the model minority myth in America, which is that Asian-Americans work harder than other minorities and are more successful as a result. What the model minority myth fails to realize is that "Asian-American" is a monolith -- Asian-Americans are comprised of Southeast, East, and West Asians, which themselves are made of thousands of different groups. Southeast Asians face much more financial adversities than their East Asian counterparts and the label "Asian-American" smothers all this nuance. In addition to this, minority groups in America face systemic oppression and therefore, their relative success or lack of success are not merely up to "hard work" -- racial groups' economic status is affected heavily by laws, housing and other systems of oppression. 


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