My windows crashed in
Shots fired and cuts left
I smelt your blood
All over that track

I gave you my most
Deathening stare
But you smiled mischievously back
And I felt my head spin round

I stop in my tracks
Count my heartbeat
And I realise
I’ve become what they wanted me to be

I’ve started to linger for your gaze
I’ve begun to hunger for your time
I need you to find me amongst the crowd
Only me

You stood so close
The last time I saw
All the scars on you
My nails itch to make another

So here it is
I pretend you are mine
Unfurled in my thoughts
Strung in my nerves

Why are you lost
In an another girl
Who has the same wishes
As I do

Count to ten
Take a step back
I’m everything I loathe
I have become anything at all

Yet I strive with every cell
To lift the curtain
To make you see
Only me

When will you know
What I can’t say
What I only show
Will you ever see
Only me