You gave me a sense of security

That was never really there.

You told me I was enough,

But I had to call your bluff.

You told me so many lies,

All I can do is to cry.

I can no longer distinguish the truth.

You made me feel special,

But i was one of many.

You wanted her more.

You told me I was your one and only,

Oh how you had me fooled.

In a constant battle of sleeping all day,

I’ve been feeling sick for days.

I missed the smell of your cologne,

But I knew I had to be on my own.

All of this time,

Who knew it was all a lie?

I do not know what I did to deserve this.

I simply could not resist.

I could not resist those eyes.

I bet you did not know this would arise.

You only care now,

Now that I know.

But while you were texting girls,

I was infected with your love.

I will always recall the look in your eyes,

As you realized I knew.

I will not forget the heartbreak,

The pain you put me through.

How badly you treated me,

As you knew I wouldn’t leave.

I will not forget the emptiness I felt,

All the tears I shed.

I never knew it could be so harmful, 

Harmful to my health,

To fall in love with a boy,

Who was ready to destroy

Destroy an innocent girl,

Who gave you her heart.

I wish I could go back in time,

Back to our prime.

Maybe I had done something wrong,

Maybe it was me all along.