It’s far too late that I comprehend the significance of the brutality of this monster

This demon that I neglectfully contributed to its creation

As if what my human enemies did wasn’t enough...it found a new way to corrupt

To defile

To burn beyond repair.

As if the deceptive bigotry wasn’t enough:

We control the media, the banks, the slave trade, the holocaust itself...

The deep state.

My moral code twisted out of context:

Talmudic racism, pedophilia, usury.

The works.

Even the most tolerant people fell victim.

“Jewish soldiers train the police who kill blacks”

“Jews support the ethnic cleansing of Arabs”

“Jews are delegitimizing Muslim struggles”

I’m sick of it.

What did I personally do to deserve this hate?

Are others jealous of my race’s success?

OR did we do dirty tricks to obtain people’s favor?

The demon found a solution.

It wants me to abandon my ancestry.

Become Buddhist to avoid blame.

I’m going to the deep south for college next year.

The demon asks:

“Will you be accepted among Christian conservatives?”

“Will you be called a kike?”

“Will your dorm be vandalized?”

“Will you get death threats?”

I’ve neglected friendships.

Quarantine allows this demon to feed on my worst fears.

I’m possessed to surf alt-right internet sites against my own will.

Like a hot knife through butter, it melts through my mind's gates.

I could make my systems shut off, but I fear the unknown.

That’s what it wants.

I am always vigilant.