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Thankful

January 2, 2021
By Anonymous

Thanks for breaking my heart
Thanks fir leaving me alone
Thanks for not loving me
Thanks for hurting me,

So I could heal myself
learned to love myself.

I'm glad that I couldn’t depend on you,
That made me self dependent.
Every tear that I shed for you
Made me even stronger,
It broke me to the core
But taught me to get over...

Get over each and every pain
that you caused me
For you I learned to mend my soul,
Take the broken pieces of my heart
Reunite them all.

Thanks my 1st love
You taught me what I deserve,
I deserve to be happy
With what I have
Whom I'm with
And finally who I am.

I wanted to change my self for you
Thanks for not letting me,
Now I'm just loving to be ture..
Ture 'bout the real me.
I'll never forget you
And yor memories,
Each scar is a lesson for me
Won't let them fade.
Like success come from failure
Standing up every time you fall,
My heart will continue to grow
Every time you cut it through.

1st I liked you, then I loved
Got obsessed, got rejected
Felt so irritated, almost got addicted
Towards you.
To a point that forced me to hate you.
And hate that I loved you
Asking my self
"why? Why you? "
Couldn’t it me someone else?
Some one who would have loved me back.
To my surprise I found that person
And that person is me.

I've never loved myself this much
Felt so happy and independent.
So I no longer hate you
Nor I love you
I'm just really thankful towards you.


The author's comments:

Sometimes It's hard moving on,  accepting that your love is one sided,  forgiving the ones that hurted you. 

But life is journey,  It's all 'bout learing from it and moving forward. 


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