I’ve got a story and a background

But it’s covered up by the personality that you want me to have

All my life has been of breakings

I can’t contain these feelings any more

No matter how big the mask

Trust Issues that are too big to carry

Such a heavy load in vain

Burdens burn hotter than any fire

Do you want me to fake happiness?

If that’s what you desire

Just one more step until I can’t walk

Just one more breath until I can’t talk

And one more mistake till I’m crumbling

Do you like what you see?

Cause you’re the burden that’s breaking me

I feel neither pain nor joy

Only darkness hurtling through my veins

Every time you scream my name

All I think is things will never be the same

Everything I sought, said, saw, or did

Doesn’t exist

because you hit the pause button on the midst of us

And everything we could’ve been

Now you are just a burden

A heavy load that I have to walk with

I stand tall, and look okay

But there’s no need to be honest

And I may not look it but my fading scar isn’t fading at all

Once upon a time there was a girl, that’s it

Chapters over, because she didn’t share her story

And now that thought’s rolling over in her mind

What’s on her mind, is me, our story

If it is boring it’s because she won’t even crack

Wont even explain, all this pain

I can’t do it, you have nothing to say

I can’t let you walk away

This love won’t be an ordinary game

Trust issues that are too big to carry

Such a heavy load in vain.

Why’d you have to leave so soon

 I got trust Issues