I am lost in the overwhelming darkness

I wonder why you did what you did

I hear the sounds of betrayal

I see that day, vividly etched into my mind

I want unrealistic true love

I am lost in the overwhelming darkness

I pretend that I know what I’m doing

I feel like I’ve been abandoned

I worry that I’m doing it all wrong

I cry every single day

I am lost in the overwhelming darkness

I understand what it’s like to be played

I say nothing ever again to him

I dream of the day when I finally find it

I try to change how I am

I hope you come back to me 

I am lost in the overwhelming darkness