Losing people sucks.

It hurts.

An aching pain.

Its an unbearable feeling,

That i have in my chest.

There are a few times.

A few times that i felt this.

Once,

I’ve lost all the friends i had.

At one point,

I lost all my friends.

When i left california.

When i left ohio,

I lost all my friends.

All because my dad.

The military.

They make people move.

A lot.

But now.

Now, i’m just losing everyone.

People come and go,

Abruptly just as michigan weather changes.

Nice warmth, to frigid cold.

From nice people, to tired people.

People get tired of being nice.

They get tired of new people.

Especially those who cling.

Clinging people who just want friends.

I’m like that.

It’s just too much.

I get overly emotional.

I’m just too overbearing.

But that,

That’s just a product.

A product of my bad experiences.

Played with like a doll,

Only to be discarded.

Because there’s always better.

I just lose people.

But i deal with it.

I get over it.

I keep pushing forward.

I do,

Because there’s always people.

Yea, people leave.

Most do.

All except for the good.

The good one or two people.

The people who really care.

The people who are genuine.

Those people are friends.

They are the ones.

The ones you’ve been waiting for.