Why did we have to say goodbye?

Why did you feel the need to lie?

Why was I not good enough for you?

Why did you have to tear my heart in two?

When did alcohol take my place in your heart?

When did we start to drift apart?

Blackout drunk, buzzed, cross faded, glazed eyes

All to cope with your lies.

I was always right there

And yet I couldn’t compare…

You forgot who loved you

Now you’re off to find someone new.

We could’ve handled this with grace

Now I cry when I see your face.

I lost my best friend…

The one who told me he’d be there till the very end.

You call me the toxic one

Can you not see what you’ve done?

I’m stuck with trust issues

And a large pile of tissues.

Because the one I once called mine

Stepped way over the line.

Goodbye to my best friend

“Friends till the very end.”