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your cigarettes set me on fire

October 8, 2019
By mino0815 BRONZE, Baltimore, Maryland
mino0815 BRONZE, Baltimore, Maryland
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eyeliner streaked face
messes of tears, of visible regrets
thoughts replay on a loop i wish would end
like a broken record, forever playing a song i hate
as i lay in silence, my insomnia only kindling the bonfire you've caused in me
images of your face flash in my mind before me,
setting me both ablaze
yet snuffing me into a thick, cloud of smog
that fades into the nighttime, just like our history


The author's comments:

This particular piece is based off of a type of "relationship" I've had with someone especially important to me. It wasn't romantic, yet not one-sided or hollow; and I'm not quite sure how to define it. What I can say is that while I cannot define it, it has defined me in this particular period of my life. Everything is weird and confusing, as well as even a little misfit.

But that isn't particularly a bad thing.

Through the blinding miasma of his cigarette smoke that's jading my judgement, he burned a hole into me that's awoken a sense of values I didn't think existed. Hence the title of my piece; it is entirely interpretive. Whether it is to be taken in a destructive, harmful sense; or an awakening sense is entirely subjective and I leave it to you, and your own personal experiences to read it as such. I cannot tell you how to read my story, nor can I tell you how your story works. As such, I cannot tell you how mine works in context of your own thoughts and experiences.

Please enjoy.


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