Acceptance of Denial:
Someday, your heart will shatter.
Thou may redefine yourself one day.
Thou might have to find your voice again.
might have to face yourself in the mirror to make it through the days.
must fight the monsters in your mind at night.
will cry over and over again randomly
Even repeatedly because you can't seem to find your own thoughts...

No closure:
You fight battles inside your head due to the silence that is around or fills you
For the time being, you may be sick, cold, exhausted, dizzy, shaking or even cradling,
The cause of the pain is not of what is around you as it is to your own thoughts or panic
The evergoing thoughts don’t go away; That person is hard to close out of your life
It gets harder every time
You can never just accept the loss and move on like it never happened
The truth doesn't lie when all you want is that person, (the happiness) back in your life.
Maybe because of the fact that you were used, manipulated, lied, cheated, and kept unaware;
However, many people will say just because they are gone doesn't mean the world stops turning.
I know the endless memories keep you as an insomniac...
the trips to go collect your hoodies or your belongings from their place is miserable.
deleting the photos from your phone and social media is painful
seeing them change their social media is pitiful
spotting them in public is insufferable.
We of all people are just trying to forget the memories.

Tolerating:
Don't become a slave that is a passenger in your own entity
It's sad to know it becomes second nature.
It seems as your aspirations fell beneath you
Daydreaming into a darkening abyss becomes a natural occurrence
Your world, your happiness, the dreams, even your sanity has been mistaken
Now your left to anguish with disgust regret, tears, anger, and emotion
You feel as if you are nothing but an empty shell.
You remind yourself nothing helps stop the suffering
Gazing seems to be the only factor that knows what I see in humanity.
Only furthering my determining of being a misanthropic recluse.
No one can help or save you from within, everything is rotten, dead, moldy, acidic and forgotten

The help:
You should know by now that music helps
Even knowing it too is poetry.
Failures or mistakes must be made in order to know how to fix and help yourself cope
Even though you don't see it now the people who have made you scared, intimidated, or
Inferior to you will receive Karma. They will be forgotten. They will pay the
-price.
Realize your worth
Realize your words, friends and family hold meaning.
You are not alone
Keep in mind who you can rely on and trust
Trust is a very powerful choice
Keep in mind who's at your feet, whos at your side now and who will be at your side when you
-fall
Don't judge whos willing to give up themselves for you and show mercy you wish to find
Interpreting, don't think too highly of yourself like a prince that overlooks the true queen.

Mercy:
The world is filled with fakes and the in-between
It's even harder to know who they are, let alone the possibility of someone close to your heart.
You might see yourself turning against the people you love
The people you have in the worst of times can kill or put you back together as a person
It could be your biggest regret
It doesn't always work out as friends
You have to face the facts. Continuing to lie to yourself does nothing to benefit you
You might be just enough to blame for the closure of the relationship as your ex is
However, you can't always blame yourself for it not working out

Burden:
Overthinking always results in more blame and pressure on yourself when your world in ashes
After all; this is only one heartbreak
But I ask you, is this too much or not enough.
Don't constantly remind yourself of what is still here and what is not
What is real and what is not
You should know when you are at your worst
You should be able to ask yourself if you are ok
You should ask for help when you need it
You can choose to fight the pain or let it consume you
When you fight it you can become the best version of yourself
Accept yourself and put yourself first before anyone else
Or you can lay down and take it and find yourself trapped in the same place
Never escaping, never thriving, never happy
Even when you are focusing on yourself should you still be able to cry every once in a while
It's your choice.