I feel like an empty husk of who I was, stupid mistakes and worse temptations. Now they're all I have. My reality is a dream, I wake with the drugs and sleep with the soberity. Yet I feel no regret, its probably them, they take regret too. They take everything, My mind sluggish and slow, or maybe it was always that way, i cant remember, memory, they took that too. So now i sit in solitude, me and my desires, forever. I feel as if i have no mouth and i must scream. They took my mouth too. Now all i have is self awareness, the day they take that is the day they take everything. I am fractured.