You… 

left me,

All alone.

abandoned and deserted.

I… 

needed you,

here beside me.

loved and cherished.

You… 

blame me; a child

Of your own alternative

I was afraid and helpless.

I… 

 blame myself

If only I could have done more

I am chide and morose

You… 

wronged me; 

Time after time

I am foolish and naive

I… 

blinded to truth,

Scared to trust again.

Isolated and distant.

You… 

inflicted insecurity; that consumes me.

Viewed as flawed

hesitant and anxious.

I… 

sense myself unworthy

of anything valid

outcasted and unfit.

Mom

Do you see?

You caused this

You made the choice

Why wasn't I enough?

But I am enough.

Was it worth it?

Your escape of reality…